"Your a stronge woman!
You can handle this! I'm not worry about you!"
Oh really! Franky, I am sick and tired of hearing that crap!
Stronge? If only these same people saw me the evening Mark first left, August 3nd. The tears flow like a flood. I held myself together until the car turned the corner and then I went upstairs and falling onto our bed, cried until I gave myself a headache.
Stronge? A week later I went to a wedding and again cried when I hear the words; "I found the one my soul loves." This was the theme of our wedding. Engraved in my ring is: "I have found he who my souls loves," and Mark's ring says: "I have found she who my soul loves." I only stayed long enough to wish the couple the best.
Stronge? I barely made it through a bridal shower.
Stronge? Mark was home for four days, for wonderful days. Yes, we had the joy of seeing a dear couple wed, but it was the day before he was to return to Fort Bragg.
Stronge? If only these same people saw me the evening Mark first left, August 3nd. The tears flow like a flood. I held myself together until the car turned the corner and then I went upstairs and falling onto our bed, cried until I gave myself a headache.
Stronge? A week later I went to a wedding and again cried when I hear the words; "I found the one my soul loves." This was the theme of our wedding. Engraved in my ring is: "I have found he who my souls loves," and Mark's ring says: "I have found she who my soul loves." I only stayed long enough to wish the couple the best.
Stronge? I barely made it through a bridal shower.
Stronge? Mark was home for four days, for wonderful days. Yes, we had the joy of seeing a dear couple wed, but it was the day before he was to return to Fort Bragg.
It nearly killed me to let him go.
No, I am not strong. There is a Stronge G-d that lives inside me that gets me through this.
I am thankful for the prayers.
No, I am not strong. There is a Stronge G-d that lives inside me that gets me through this.
I am thankful for the prayers.
But I am also thankful for the family and friends who understand my tears. Who allow me to weeps as a woman. I am thankful for a husband who doesn't think I am weak, but prays for me to get through this.
I am thankful for the G-d Who holds me as I weep.
I am not stronge; I am a lonely bride longing for her bridegroom.
I am not stronge; I am a lonely bride longing for her bridegroom.
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